2017/03/30: jarryd james - do you remember

"
when did we lose our way?
easier to let it go
so many, can't tell anybody
harder to let you know

call me when you made up your mind
but you won't
caught up in the way that you played my heart
only love could ever hit this hard

oh, don't be scared about it
don't forget it was real
do you remember the way it made you feel?
do you remember the things it let you feel?

how do i make you stay?
when it's easier to let you go
nobody know what we know about it
no one needs to know

call me when you made up your mind
but you won't
caught up in the way that you played my heart
only love could ever hit this hard

oh, don't be scared about it
don't forget it was real
do you remember the way it made you feel?
do you remember the things it let you feel?

when you love to your limit
you gave all you're given
who you gonna pray to when you're there
will you find out that there ain't no other love
no other love for you

oh, don't be scared about it
don't forget it was real
do you remember the way it made you feel?
do you remember the things it let you feel?

oh, when you think about it
do you remember me?
do you remember the way it made you feel?
do you remember the things it let you feel?
"

2017/03/28: the chemical brothers ft. beck - wide open

"
i'm wide open
but don't i please you anymore?
you're slipping away from me
you're drifting away from me

i'm wide open
but don't i please you anymore?
you're slipping away from me
you're slipping away from me

slow me down
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me

slow me down
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me

i'm wide open
but i couldn't see it anymore
you're drifting away from me
you're slipping away from me

i'm wide open
i'm wide open
i'm wide open

one day just gonna see me
look back and forth from the ceiling
(i'm wide open) some day love's gonna hurt me
turn back and soon i'll believe it

slow me down
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me

slow me down
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me

i'm wide open
i'm wide open

slow me down
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me
it's getting away from me
"

2017/03/26: about Paris

"
taking pictures all the time turns you into an observer. it automatically takes you out of the moment... for our trip to venice i wanted to be in the moment, with jack. but, instead of kissing on the gondola, jack took 48 pictures on the gondola... instead of holding hands walking across piazza san marco, jack took 72 pictures of piazza san marco.
"

"
it always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. it hurts so much. when i feel someone is going to leave me, i have a tendency to break up first before i get to hear the whole thing. here it is. one more, one less. another wasted love story. i really love this one. when i think that its over, that i'll never see him again like this... well yes, i'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. almost. always the same for me. break up, break down. drunk up, fool around. meet one guy, then another, fuck around. forget the one and only. then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well. there's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. and even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can't live without him. and even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.
"

2017/03/20: sufjan stevens - should have known better

"
i should have known better
to see what i could see
my black shroud
holding down my feelings
a pillar for my enemies

i should have wrote a letter
and grieve what i happen to grieve
my black shroud
i never trust my feelings
i waited for the remedy

when i was three, three maybe four
she left us at that video store
be my rest, be my fantasy
be my rest, be my fantasy

i'm light as a feather
i'm bright as the oregon breeze
my black shroud
frightened by my feelings
i only wanna be a relief

no, i'm not a go-getter
the demon had a spell on me
my black shroud
captain of my feelings
the only thing i wanna believe

when i was three, and free to explore
i saw her face on the back of the door
be my rest, be my fantasy
be my rest, be my fantasy

i should have known better
nothing can be changed
the past is still the past
the bridge to nowhere
i should have wrote a letter
explaining what i feel, that empty feeling

don't back down, concentrate on seeing
the breakers in the bar, the neighbor's greeting
my brother had a daughter
the beauty that she brings, illumination

don't back down, there is nothing left
the breakers in the bar, no reason to live
i'm a fool in the fetter
rose of aaron's beard, where you can reach me

don't back down, nothing can be changed
cantilever bridge, the drunken sailor
my brother had a daughter
the beauty that she brings, illumination
"

2017/03/13: benjamin clementine - i won't complain

"
it's a wonderful life, it's a wonderful life
traversed in tears from the heavens
my heart is a mellow drum, a mellow drum in fact
set alight by echoes of pain 24-7, 24-7

i dream, i smile, i walk, i cry
i dream, i smile, i walk, i cry

you might not say that its a wonderful world
and it's a wonderful life
and it's a wonderful day
just as yesterday

but i won't complain
no i won't complain
though my good days are far gone
they will surely come back one morn
so i won't complain, no, no

my mind is a mirror, a reflection only known to me
and for those who hate me, the more you hate me
the more you help me
and for those who love me, the more you love me
the more you hurt me

when i go to bed in the night
i see some children in the light
fighting unknown shadows behind my mother's back
and although i don't understand
my dreams i know somewhere
there is hope, theres is hope, somewhere, there is hope

i dream, i smile, i walk, i cry
i dream, i smile, i walk, i cry

you might not say that its a wonderful world
and it's a wonderful life
and it's a wonderful day
just as yesterday

but i won't complain
i won't complain no, no
no, no, no, no, no
no, no, no, no, no, i won't complain, no i won't complain

though my good days are far gone
"