-001 - the surtones - cecilia ann

-002 - sigma - find me (ft. birdy)

2017/12/29: daughter - youth

o número 40 começou a correr e foi abrandando até ao meu colapso.

o meu 2017 foi isto.
já não me lembrava de estar tão viciado numa música.
de ouvi-la dias, semanas. de a gritar, berrar, sussurar, chorar. de a respirar fundo.
de a sentir rasgar-me por dentro. de me fazer beliscar, arranhar, cortar.
de acelerar com ela. de parar o meu mundo com ela.
não sei o que aí vem. mas eu nunca mais vou ser o mesmo. eu mudei.

2017/11/13: red hot chili peppers - wet sand

my shadow side, so amplified
keeps coming back dissatisfied
elementary, son, but it's soul
my love affair with everywhere
was innocent, why do you care?
someone start the car
time to go
you're the best i know

my sunny side has up and died
i'm betting now where we collide
the universe will shift into a low
the travesties that we have seen
are treating you like benzedrine
automatic laughter from a pro

my, what a good day for a walk outside
i'd like to get to know you a little better baby
god knows that i really have tried
my what a good day for a take-out bride
i'd like to say we did it for the better, oh

i saw you there so unaware
those hummingbirds all in your hair
elementary, son, but it's soul
the disrepair of norma jean
could not compare to your routine
balarama beauty going toe-to-toe

my, what a good day for a, let it slide
i'd like to say we did it for the better, oh

i thought about it and i brought it out
i'm motivated by the lack of doubt
i'm consecrated, but i'm not devout
the mother, the father, the daughter, yeah

right on the verge, just one more dose
i'm traveling from coast to coast
my theory isn't perfect, but it's close
i'm almost there, why should i care?
my heart is hurting when i share
someone open up, let it show

my what a good day for a, walk outside
i'd like to think we did it for the better, oh

i thought about it and i brought it out
i'm motivated by the lack of doubt
i'm consecrated but i'm not devout
the mother, the father, the daughter

oh, you don't form in the wet sand
you don't form at all
oh, you don't form in the wet sand
i do

yeah
you don't form in the wet sand
you don't form at all
oh, you don't form in the wet sand
i do
yeah

2017/10/05: daughter - landfill

throw me in a landfill
don't think about the consequences
throw me in the dirt pit
don't think about the choices that you make
throw me in the water
don't think about the splash i will create
leave me at the altar
knowing all the things you just escaped

push me out to sea
on a little boat that you made
out of the evergreen that you helped your father cut away
leave me on the tracks
to wait until the morning train arrives
don't you dare look back
walk away
catch up with the sunrise

'cause this is torturous electricity
between both of us and this is
dangerous 'cause i want you so much
but i hate your guts
i hate you

so leave me in the cold
wait until the snow covers me up
so i cannot move
so i'm just embedded in the frost
then leave me in the rain
wait until my clothes cling to my frame
wipe away your tear stains
thought you said you didn't feel pain

well this is torturous electricity
between both of us and this is
dangerous, 'cause i want you so much
but i hate your guts. i want you so much
but i hate your guts.
well this is torturous
electricity between both of us
and this is dangerous 'cause i want you so much
but i hate your guts
i want you so much but i hate your guts

2017/08/01: daughter - no care

no one asks me for dances because i only know how to flail
i always hit like i'm drowning, dead arms around him
i'd rather stand still, hold tightly to the walls
no care, no care in the world
no care, no care in the world
i don't care, i don't care anymore
i don't care, i don't care
love you in a panic because i prefer to sit on fences
spit-kissing on my sickbed
i'm not searching for replacements
but we are like broken instruments
twisted up and wheezing out the runnels
sleepless folks watching light grow
through their early morning windows
i don't care, i don't care anymore
i don't care, i don't care
oh, i'm too drunk to fight, hurlings curses at your surface
because i'm aware, because it hurts that i'm in love again
and you have kissed my neck so your arguments are insane
fighting over the way something was said
well, i'm still here like a cheap threat
no care, no care in the world
no care, no care in the world
i don't care, i don't care anymore
i don't care, i don't care
oh, there has only been one time where we fucked
and i felt like a bad memory
like my spine was a reminder of her
and you said that you felt sick
i was so heavy hearted, lying side-on with you afterwards
how i wanted you to promise we would only make
how i wanted you to promise we would only make
how i wanted you to promise we would only make love
but my mouth felt like i was choking, broken glass
so i just slept it off
you see, my mouth felt like it could talk the end of us
so i just slept it off, slept it off
no care, no care in the world
no care, no care
i don't care, i don't care anymore
i don't care, i don't care
ah, i'm too drunk to fight
i only wanted you to promise me we would only ever make love
but my mouth felt like i was choking, broken glass
so i just slept it off
wanted you to promise me we would only ever make
wanted you to promise me we would only ever make love

2017/07/09: arcade fire - creature comfort

2017/06/25: mão morta - fazer de morto

para fazer de morto
basta só no chão
e esticar o corpo
e estender o corpo
para fazer de morto

2017/06/03: radiohead - i promise

"
i won't run away no more, i promise
even when i get bored, i promise
even when you lock me out, i promise
i say my prayers every night, i promise

i don't wish that i'm spread, i promise
the tantrums and the chilling chats, i promise

even when the ship is wrecked, i promise
tie me to the rotten deck, i promise

i won't run away no more, i promise
even when i get bored, i promise

even when the ship is wrecked, i promise
tie me to the rotten deck, i promise

i won't run away no more, i promise

"